Lost without you .

usually when i wake up this early , you would be here telling me good morning baby . And when i dont reply , you'll spam call me wake up and say that my sleepy voice is adorable . All i'll do is hmm hmm but you love it anyways .

Once im wide awake , ill call you and say ," BABY ! can i go find you ? im bored !" And i'll go over your place to find you . You were always afraid that neighbours would see me so we would be like a bunch of FBI agents , making minimal amount of noise & look both left and right before going in . Sometimes i even have to go one floor lesser to let you check if there was anyone coming :x

we'll talk , play & just have fun even though it's just two person . it felt like time just stop . and that moment it was just you and me . no one else could interfere , okays ~ maybe your mum , but that's all .

i'll always ask you to get me this & that . and try to tease you every single time cause i knew it would take you a lifetime to get me everything but baby im pleased i have you and that's perfect already . i love having you here . dont go will ya ?

love was painful before .. but it'll change , i know it will . im being myself and im not going to listen to anyone . i feel so lost without you . sleeping without someone telling me goodnights baby or waking up without a goodmorning . i feel so empty .

sighs , im going out soon . Cheryl , it's been long since you dress up . Let's dress up today look pretty and try to end this day decent .