I stay in love .
haha , decided to let bygone be bygone . Well i do miss blogging a lot . Haven't got the time and the only reason why i blogging now is because i'm going to bathe and study soon . A few more paper and i'm done . I wanna study well and be a good girl .
Life hasn't been pretty lately , doing things i shouldn't do , i feel i'm not me anymore . Worst , i dont know who am i . With you around , i would be well organised , with you around thinks seem perfectly fine . I'll put my heart out to love you though i never really know how to show it . Love isn't hard at all , it isn't complicated . Why must we human make it seem like it's a never ending maze . It hurts , it's an endless pain a person has to suffer . Why must we be put in this kind of situation . It's despicable .
Being in love seems oh so awesome but falling out of love feels like fuck . I never really realized how much love could cause a person such a heartache till i feel it today . Simple message makes me feel like it's time for me to end my life here . It's not how i am , i'm not me anymore .
I wanna do well , i wanna study like hell even if it means to be a nerd . I wanna get into ngee ann . I wanna make miracles . I wanna prove to the world . Though i was a failure , i'll picked myself up . It wont be easy , never did never will . Will i regret in chasing you and loving you , only heaven knows and i'll wait for heaven to tell me that answer .
I'll my exams next week tuesday and i'll be free . Call me out on wednesday and thursday also can {: cause yours truly having marking day no need go school . I live a life that no one know . No one know what i'm really going through but only sherry and bonnie , for now . I know the one that are worth trusting are my best friend , my sister and brother . You're all loved . You know who you are {: if not sure can ask me :x
Alrights leave me a tag if you happen to drop by . I love happy comments {: i'll be back soon , improved and renewed . Take care !
With loads of love ,
Cheryl O.
Life hasn't been pretty lately , doing things i shouldn't do , i feel i'm not me anymore . Worst , i dont know who am i . With you around , i would be well organised , with you around thinks seem perfectly fine . I'll put my heart out to love you though i never really know how to show it . Love isn't hard at all , it isn't complicated . Why must we human make it seem like it's a never ending maze . It hurts , it's an endless pain a person has to suffer . Why must we be put in this kind of situation . It's despicable .
Being in love seems oh so awesome but falling out of love feels like fuck . I never really realized how much love could cause a person such a heartache till i feel it today . Simple message makes me feel like it's time for me to end my life here . It's not how i am , i'm not me anymore .
I wanna do well , i wanna study like hell even if it means to be a nerd . I wanna get into ngee ann . I wanna make miracles . I wanna prove to the world . Though i was a failure , i'll picked myself up . It wont be easy , never did never will . Will i regret in chasing you and loving you , only heaven knows and i'll wait for heaven to tell me that answer .
I'll my exams next week tuesday and i'll be free . Call me out on wednesday and thursday also can {: cause yours truly having marking day no need go school . I live a life that no one know . No one know what i'm really going through but only sherry and bonnie , for now . I know the one that are worth trusting are my best friend , my sister and brother . You're all loved . You know who you are {: if not sure can ask me :x
Alrights leave me a tag if you happen to drop by . I love happy comments {: i'll be back soon , improved and renewed . Take care !
With loads of love ,
Cheryl O.
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