Who am i now ?

I thought that i wasn't who i am anymore . I was usually the one who wouldn't have this stupid thought .

I feel pathetic , i feel like death . I really dont wish to live , for real this time . It's painful , excrutiating pain that conquer over me .

I'm hoping for a miracle now . Dear Lord , i pray for a miracle for him and i .

Off to study . Exam ends this tuesday , bye .